Lately it’s become harder to not feel down and out. There’s a lot going on and a lot of stress, and I just… I dunno today and right now I feel like shit.

I’m saving for a house, want to start or figure buisness stuff out, but work consumes my day and leaves me not wanting to do anything. On my day off I don’t even want to go food shopping. I’m dwelling on the future, thinking people are getting tired of me.

I want to write or rp and no one I know is barely around anymore.

The energy off other people don’t make me feel great either, and I just dunno what to do. I’m just lost right now, and just wanna curl up and away from the world.

I just want to find more people to write with and express my time.

I would like more time and energy to indulge myself into more things. I did a little gardening earlier for example..

Work is consuming, good to make flow for a living, but it’s becomes overbearing a lot…

More picrew @ evolution of hair cut lmao

👀 I went out today and finally got my navel and nip nops pierced. I threw in another ear piece too and spent $400 bucks between the jewelery and fees, etc

Whoops. Back to no spending now…

Done replaying ME1. Onto next …

_{You know being bisexual, it’s hard to not make characters everything else and in between, and not just hetro lmao} 

_{I always wanna give diversity and throw shit at my oc’s}

I finished my first RE: Village (big wow and wtf) play through as Mass Effect shipped out today lol

But, I’ll be playing a 2nd while beginning my tearful journey into ME again

I think I’m going to try to start yoga 💀

Ostara and all other seasonal changes / germanic / nordic is all I “celebrate”

I try to just ignore when customers mention easter and all other religious stuff to me..